2011/08/05 23:54Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry
... why are all the true answers to these Alice?
~since January 2010 and going strong~
(LOL that better be your otp punk D< )
... ok, fine, I'll go look for something. TnT
yeh yeh yeh yhe yhe
cheapp time discooo
Seriously. It's so badass. When you're mad... at least, for me, it's so nice to hear something empowering for once. Not too emotional... and... yhe. 8D since most of the time, my music is either light pop or dark and soft. (so extreme wry)
And Easypop is a vibrator for the ears. =////=~
Today was such a good day.
I'll talk next time, though, about it. I'm tired, and haven't had time to properly reflect yet. =w=)b
That and I realized I've been blogging about irl more and more lately, so... OTL
I REALLY DON'T HAVE A LIFE GUYS
I JUST LIKE TO PRETEND SOMETIMES THAT I HAVE ONE ;A; L-LEAVE ME BE
emotions are funny things, huh?
ok, srs buisness time. cuz I haven't been serious in a while (not counting that last entry. I've set it to private, actually.)
I hate it so much when just one person hates me... far more so than if a hundred people liked me. so, forget more than one person hating me. OTL
but it seems like it's all working out now...? finally. maybe it was all in my head. it was probably all in my head. but if it was real, it working out certainly had nothing to do with the kittiot doing something right.
... this is kind of weird...
ok, since my last entry, I've been worried sick. And.... now that I suffered for a long time worrying... I'm actually quite happy. That I worried. Like... it was some punishment I needed? And now I can relax.
... god that sounds so masochistic wtf
but, worrying in itself is bad. it's really quite detrimental to my health. I'm the type to overeat, not undereat, too... hard to lose weight when you're like that T_T actually, I tend to eat less if I'm happy. Or extremely stressed and busy? Weird mix there, but truths. But maybe it's not so different... distraction is really good for me sometimes, so maybe 'over' distraction is actually... helpful?
it's so frustrating, to be ruled by other people like this. OTL I don't want to be this person anymore.
what does redemption mean, anyways? To become who you always wanted to be?
Someone who stays the same, no matter who she talks to.
But, with memories of who you were.
weak and a liar.
redemption.. I want it, like everyone else does, but it seems like no one quite knows how to get there. how are we supposed to find it?
but... i will find it. I promise.